By the way - Saturday night I was comforted. I don't know if I like having Ст. Beckstrand in my room, but it looks like I'm stuck with him. It isn't so bad, but you know I don't like change. I had to give up some space and I know I'm being selfish, but hey - I'll get over it.
I'm going to fast today because I want to feel the Spirit. I don't like the way that I feel. I think anytime that I can't pray sincerely I'll threaten myself with fasting. At least maybe I'll lose some weight before I leave. Only two more weeks wow. It seems weird. When the group leaves tomorrow we'll be the oldest group of Ruskies left. Wow. Last Friday we went to the temple and Sister Habel & Sister Pipken were there. I didn't stand by either of them on purpose, because that would be hard to concentrate. They are companions and are both very beautiful. But I shouldn't look.
It's about 9:46pm and earlier today, right after supper, we all received notes that I had written. (I talked about them on 10-19-96. ) It felt so good to hear people talk about who they thought it was and how it made them feel. It felt really good.
Okay - we had TRC again tonight and all day I had had negative feelings for Ст. Parks. So when we went into the teaching I don't think we taught with the Spirit as strongly as we could have. I didn't really think we accomplished our goal and I was mad at myself and at Ст. Parks etc. Not feeling at all like I had [when I did TRC] with Sister Jensen. But when we got back to the dorm Ст. Beckstrand sensed I had a concern and basically testified that I did good, got me in a better mood. It felt good. I love everyone and Ст. Parks included. I love you. В имя Иисуса Христа. [In the name of Jesus Christ]
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